Now. Let's talk about 2014.
It has been a year of emotional break downs.
I had experienced two break ups last year and adding onto that, it was my O levels year. I had to stay strong even though my mind was in a mess.
The first break up was horrible. guy x was my bestfriend and we were together for quite some time. Nothing really went wrong in our relationship, not much fights, not much quarrels. But I guess he grew tired of me. There was a lot of things that happened, but what was the main reason we broke up was because he fell for someone else.
I would say that the relationship tore me apart.
The second breakup came from me. YES. I felt I was losing myself throughout the relationship. I was always giving in, and he feels he was always giving in as well. We always fight and it was clear that we weren't compatible for each other. He was a great guy. (Tall, handsome, clever, smart.... everything) But, I guess we were just not meant to be.
NOW, ON A BRIGHTER SIDE.
I did pretty well for my O levels. (The only thing that really mattered last year) It was up to my expectations and I got into a school that I am happy to be in.
But, what I really want to say is that.
Thank you 2014 for teaching me so much. Through the pain and happiness, I have grown and matured so much.
I also want to thank the people that stayed by my side.
Without them, I wouldn't have been who I am today.
Looking forward to this new year! I hope it will be filled with happiness.